This weekend I worked Friday and Saturday nights checking IDs at a local bar. Saturday night happened to be quite busy and after sleeping in a good amount earlier that day I was still energetic and decided to stay after hours and spend some time with the employees, namely one. I ended up staying there until just past 7am this morning after a night of deep conversation, intent listening, snacks, and short naps. Needless to say my sleeping schedule was altered and I woke up mid-afternoon. I puttered around for a bit, caught up on some of my favorite TV shows, and then figured it was the perfect opportunity to bake something.
My boyfriend and his friends get together every Sunday night for what they call "Halo night" where they play the video game Halo and drink beer into the early hours of the morning. Fairly self-explanatory. I occasionally join as a viewer (never ever a player) and had been itching for some time now to bring something with me that I baked. House full of guys + video games = appreciation for munchies/baked goods, right? Plus I figured it was my way of contributing and saying, "Thanks for letting me come over and join you guys even though I, um, never intend to play."
My boyfriend and his friends get together every Sunday night for what they call "Halo night" where they play the video game Halo and drink beer into the early hours of the morning. Fairly self-explanatory. I occasionally join as a viewer (never ever a player) and had been itching for some time now to bring something with me that I baked. House full of guys + video games = appreciation for munchies/baked goods, right? Plus I figured it was my way of contributing and saying, "Thanks for letting me come over and join you guys even though I, um, never intend to play."
But what to bake? I love baking. There are steps that one takes, measurements given, batters to be mixed, ingredients that are prepared and stirred in; everything is explained in the recipe to create a desirable end result. The challenge is getting there, being meticulous with each step, having an understanding and appreciation for the recipe, and knowing which additions and substitutions won't lead to the downfall of your creation. I feel competent and in control in the kitchen when I don't in other realms. Above all, baking is patient with me when sometimes others aren't. I'm allowed to take my time. I'm allowed to get frustrated and often step away. Baking is a way for me to find inner peace and balance in the rhythm of life. Half the time I don't even eat too much of what I've made, though I taste it to make sure it's up to my standards. If it isn't I'll usually figure out how to fix it next time. The best part for me is actually being in the kitchen, focusing on creating for a period of time, and feeling accomplished afterwards.
My go-to recipes are generally quickbreads/muffins and cookies. I've been making a lot of both lately so much that I can't remember much else I've made in the past year that doesn't fall into either category - a lemon tart, molten chocolate cakes, scones, biscuits, and key lime pies... that's about it. Today I was contemplating making oatmeal chocolate chip cookies (one of my favorites) but really felt like doing something different. My train of thought went something like this, "Brownies? Hmm, maybe. Chocolate's generally a crowd pleaser. But maybe I should do something seasonally appropriate? Apples? Hmmm. Oh wait, I could do those apple streusel bars I've been thinking about making for a while now."
I still went back and forth though - brownies or apple streusel bars? Did I have the patience for peeling and slicing apples before they browned with no lemon juice on hand, making a crust, and whipping up a glaze? Ultimately I listened to my food gut which told me to try something new, fall-appropriate, and cinnamon-spiced. Plus nothing says, "Please love me" like a buttery pie crust. Truth.
I'm happy to say that everything went very smoothly. The crust/streusel topping came together nicely, the apples were spiced just enough, and the glaze with a little bit of work was the perfect consistency. (I actually added some cinnamon to the glaze because I felt like it fell a little flat without it.) No major mishaps and the bars were delicious and exactly what I hoped they would be.
I love it when that happens.
End note: I brought the bars to Halo night and the guys were just getting into them as I left. I got the seal of approval from the boy, so I hope they enjoyed it.